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In Love With​.​.​.

by I Believe in You

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1.
Coping 03:01
you make it so obvious the way you stare trying to play it cool like you don't even care you're not fooling anyone you're not fooling anyone do your reasons for what's wrong make it right? ask yourself how can you sleep at night? I can't play this game anymore I don't do anything anymore not a day goes by where I don't hear your voice stagnant affect vacant stare i'm tired of watching life go by while never taking control hold you accountable for everything you've done do your reasons for what's wrong make it right? ask yourself how can you sleep at night? I can't play this game anymore I don't do anything anymore I've been wrestling the fact that i'm getting older it's so hard to cope without you everything that I've done amounting into all of this I'll never be enough never enough is it over? was it worth it? am I worth it? you'll never know is it over? was it worth it? am I worth it? you'll never know
2.
Dummy 02:25
i've been tired of getting pushed around i'm feeling down i'm feeling sorry for myself lately i could say the words you want me to your point of view isn't worth it anyway but who are you to talk about me? you walk around and you think you know me everything's a pointless conversation fuck your bullshit kill me slowly shed some light on all the things i thought i'm better off getting drunk here by myself alone i'm sort of over all your talk is cheap not losing sleep not wasting all my time turn me to stone but who are you to talk about me? you walk around and you think you know me everything's a pointless conversation fuck your bullshit kill me slowly but who are you to talk about me? you walk around and you think you know me everything's a pointless conversation fuck your bullshit kill me slowly
3.
Grim Reaper 03:04
the grim reaper's watching over me every time i go to sleep all i have is nightmares everybody else around me doesn't care it still seems so unfair the world's on fire i think i'm going crazy or maybe lately everything's just changing full moon yeah the creeps are comin out the shadow of a doubt there's no explaining if you're still you and i'm still me at the end of this all-out killing spree in the middle of the night it's hard to find a better reason to lose your mind sneak out tonight with me we're going down down down to the cemetery make out in the mausoleum all your friends are here can't you see them? i'm not really like those other guys it comes as a surprise it's hard to believe i got something going on inside me something you don't wanna see i can't keep hiding if you're still you and i'm still me at the end of this all-out killing spree in the middle of the night it's hard to find a better reason to lose your mind if you're still me and i'm still you i really won't know what to do everything is gonna be alright you look so beautiful tonight see you in hell once again oh my friend how'd we get so star crossed, get so lost a night gone, a life gone
4.
so you're gone so you knew you'd be gone never was good with words never was every time I replay everything that you said in my head i'm prepared for the worst oh i'll make it but can I take it everything is going down I can't keep calm, I can't be calm (how can you be calm?) I need something soon cuz I can't take it how could I compose myself oh just grow up (oh just grow up) how could I think that i'm worth the saving? you were my better half my better half bury me with all my old dreams things that I'd kept hidden deep there's no place for me anymore in your life, in your heart in your mind I've become what I thought I'd never be, can't believe everything is going down I can't keep calm, I can't be calm (how can you be calm?) I need something soon cuz I can't take it how could I compose myself oh just grow up (oh just grow up) how could I think that i'm worth the saving? all my life, I never thought I'd find someone that's true I believe in fate, in destiny and I thought I believed in you believed in you, thought I believed in you believe in something, believe in nothing believe in you
5.
it's no surprise you're not here anymore holding on for dear life, never sure where it ends and when it's said and done how does one ignore the signs that it's time to move on but it's so easy for you it's such a natural expression for someone who didn't want to hang around in the first place but I've caught on to you wait it out, toe the line pretend that nothing's wrong you'll be better off all on your own O this heart of mine I don't know what I'd do of all I ever wanted none most before you and now in this light i stand faced only with the thought of loving too much and never receiving a fraction in return yeah it's so easy for you such a natural expression for someone who didn't want to hang around in the first place but I've caught on to you wait it out, toe the line pretend that nothing's wrong while the whole time oh it was all along
6.
Knight St 03:49
i'm so afraid of what's going on with you i can't see straight, im being a recluse (it's no use) in trying to deny, can't help but realize I've grown I've moved on crying on the phone you know i'm home alone and I wouldn't have any other way sorry to bother you just a moment of your time I know im worth it, are you worth mine you led me on so long i'm wasting my whole life it's not okay, and we're not fine I thought at this point there'd be solace for a while i'm so sick of all the empty lies but if there's one thing I've learned it's to always value yourself before you value someone else and I'm so sick of you why can't you see this was never gonna work out in the first place you need to get some sort of clue I shouldn't have to spell everything out for you what are your values why are you wasting my time why does everyone feel so entitled to what's going on in my life not that it matters anyway but some semblance of coherent thought and compassion never hurt anyone im so afraid of what's going on with you im so afraid of what's going on with you
7.
Blood Eagle 02:12
I've been dying in my dreams parasite what does it mean tired growing ever tired of the bull shit you conspire and i'm sick sick of you and the things you do and i'm bored forever more hanging on but i'm never sure why with a heart as black as blood fuck the world, and anyone who tells me how to live my life i'm content in it i don't need your sympathy i'm tired of your efforts so fuck off medicine inside my veins burning bodies what remains hanging on but never sure what i'm even here for

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This album is dedicated to Rob Seibert, a dedicated friend, and a beacon of light in a dark world.

A collection of songs about remaining present, remembering yourself when you feel lost, and continuing to move forward and believe in yourself, as hard as it may be.

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released October 11, 2022

All songs written and performed by Rory Ste Croix
Mixing & Mastering by Rory Ste Croix

Lyrics for "Blood Eagle" co-written by Rob Seibert

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