If You're Still Here

by I Believe in You, Courtney Flush

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1.
New Year 05:01
Happy new year it's good to see you again It's been too long since I've seen your face It's been a real tough few months, lost my dog and lost my love But I know that i'll make it okay Yeah I suck at reaching out It's not my fault I've been burned too many times to count Heard through the grapevine that you're doing just fine and I'm so proud of you for that This year I learned more about myself than I did of anyone else Like how I'm not comfortable anywhere else than my home, than my home And how pushing myself slightly can cause the brightest of changes in me So let's get back to this Where we're at and where we've been A recollection of the past A moment of growth and stability trying to last So raise a glass to new I'm happy to be spending time with you Here's to another chance to open yourself up to new experiences And make a better name Happy new year it's good to see you again It's been too long since I've seen your face It's been a real tough few months, lost my dog and lost my love But I know that i'll make it okay Can you say the same?
2.
Promise me it's too late for us Is it worse off than you thought Or is it gone again Yeah If you care about the things You say you do enough I just want to be me Don't want to be somebody else Bet your life under the knife Seems pretty fun While you're young But I've heard stories Where it won't end up So picture perfect Promises kept Never question why Come and go as you please take everything that you need If you could see the way it's happening It would change the scene completely Swear to god I'm on the verge of Giving up everything I know Everything I own Broken words, broken ties Empty thought, empty lies Happiness is hard to find Go and make the most of your life And I wonder Why do I compare my life to others When I know we're not the same? When they don't understand? I hope you'd understand Broken words, broken ties Empty thought, empty lies Happiness is hard to find Go and make the most of your life Broken words, broken ties Empty thought, empty lies Happiness is hard to find Go and make the most of your
3.
May 02:28
Is it obvious to everyone but you Are you oblivious to everything that surrounds you I can't change to make you proud I guess it's time for me to figure that out I'm sorry for everything I've done Is it easier to hide myself from everyone Never thought I'd find the time of day To figure out the words I need to say Time and time again I hold out for change But it never comes So am I wasting my time I'm sorry for everything I've done Is it easier to hide myself from everyone I'm not there You say I'm fine What can i do To change your mind Is it easier to just forget myself In the haze of everything that I've felt Forcing everything i do with a smile I just want to be alone for a while
4.
Reach Out 02:16
What would happen if you looked in the mirror Would you even stop and wonder Wonder how I'm doing now Or would you shy away from the thought of never getting close Enough to break the surface, enough to barely breathe I'm holding on by a thread And my head can't seem to keep above the rising of the tide And my hands are reaching out to you I want to talk about the future I want to share my deepest fears I feel so safe and warm surrounding A culmination of the years' Gone by, slipping past Not to be spoken of again I never thought I'd see the day where you're a stranger But I guess I've seen things stranger A potrait of a woman so frail , so afraid of what's to come A time and place for everything, then where do I fit in the picture Where can I call home I've never had a place to call home I need to find a place to call home
5.
Why do I keep moving forward when everything else has halted? Biting my nails until I'm bleeding and exhausted I'm my own worst enemy but I love the challenge Trying to defy myself by just keeping the balance Thinking of every past mistake And every one I'm about to make The supports are cracking And the dam is going to break That sinking feeling that I always get When I lie in bed and try to forget That sinking feeling that never seems to fade I carry it on my shoulders as I walk away I can feel it all Feel it all, slipping away I can feel the wind Blowing on my dying day That sinking feeling
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Juiced 02:29

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released December 29, 2023

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