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New Year
05:01
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Happy new year it's good to see you again
It's been too long since I've seen your face
It's been a real tough few months, lost my dog and lost my love
But I know that i'll make it okay
Yeah I suck at reaching out
It's not my fault I've been burned too many times to count
Heard through the grapevine that you're doing just fine
and I'm so proud of you for that
This year I learned more about myself than I did of anyone else
Like how I'm not comfortable anywhere else than my home, than my home
And how pushing myself slightly can cause the brightest of changes in me
So let's get back to this
Where we're at and where we've been
A recollection of the past
A moment of growth and stability trying to last
So raise a glass to new
I'm happy to be spending time with you
Here's to another chance to open yourself up to new experiences
And make a better name
Happy new year it's good to see you again
It's been too long since I've seen your face
It's been a real tough few months, lost my dog and lost my love
But I know that i'll make it okay
Can you say the same?
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Pentimento (feat. lar)
02:13
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Promise me it's too late for us
Is it worse off than you thought
Or is it gone again Yeah
If you care about the things
You say you do enough
I just want to be me
Don't want to be somebody else
Bet your life under the knife
Seems pretty fun While you're young
But I've heard stories Where it won't end up So picture perfect
Promises kept
Never question why
Come and go as you please
take everything that you need
If you could see the way it's happening
It would change the scene completely Swear to god
I'm on the verge of Giving up everything I know
Everything I own
Broken words, broken ties
Empty thought, empty lies
Happiness is hard to find
Go and make the most of your life
And I wonder
Why do I compare my life to others
When I know we're not the same?
When they don't understand?
I hope you'd understand
Broken words, broken ties
Empty thought, empty lies
Happiness is hard to find
Go and make the most of your life
Broken words, broken ties
Empty thought, empty lies
Happiness is hard to find
Go and make the most of your
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3. |
May
02:28
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Is it obvious to everyone but you
Are you oblivious to everything that surrounds you
I can't change to make you proud
I guess it's time for me to figure that out
I'm sorry for everything I've done
Is it easier to hide myself from everyone
Never thought I'd find the time of day
To figure out the words I need to say
Time and time again I hold out for change
But it never comes
So am I wasting my time
I'm sorry for everything I've done
Is it easier to hide myself from everyone
I'm not there
You say I'm fine
What can i do
To change your mind
Is it easier to just forget myself
In the haze of everything that I've felt
Forcing everything i do with a smile
I just want to be alone for a while
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4. |
Reach Out
02:16
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What would happen if you looked in the mirror
Would you even stop and wonder
Wonder how I'm doing now
Or would you shy away from the thought of never getting close
Enough to break the surface, enough to barely breathe
I'm holding on by a thread
And my head can't seem to keep above the rising of the tide
And my hands are reaching out to you
I want to talk about the future
I want to share my deepest fears
I feel so safe and warm surrounding
A culmination of the years'
Gone by, slipping past
Not to be spoken of again
I never thought I'd see the day where you're a stranger
But I guess I've seen things stranger
A potrait of a woman so frail , so afraid of what's to come
A time and place for everything, then where do I fit in the picture
Where can I call home
I've never had a place to call home
I need to find a place to call home
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5. |
Sinking (Interlude)
02:41
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Why do I keep moving forward when everything else has halted?
Biting my nails until I'm bleeding and exhausted
I'm my own worst enemy but I love the challenge
Trying to defy myself by just keeping the balance
Thinking of every past mistake
And every one I'm about to make
The supports are cracking
And the dam is going to break
That sinking feeling that I always get
When I lie in bed and try to forget
That sinking feeling that never seems to fade
I carry it on my shoulders as I walk away
I can feel it all
Feel it all, slipping away
I can feel the wind
Blowing on my dying day
That sinking feeling
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6. |
Juiced
02:29
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